What does Art gotta do with Mia anyway?

If you have no clue, M.i.a was my nick when IRC was hot.
Infact Mia is not Mia. Mia is abbreviation for Mystifying.Inscrutable.Abstruse.
Haha. Laugh all you want. The IRC days are just bubbles for anyone. You can be who you wanna be.
But anyway Mia seems like a nice short nick though no more than common.
Seems like I like the letter 'M' alot.

I wish I am a more Artful person.
I wish I can dance, draw, speaks like poet.
I think Art is beautiful but shamely I am no where close to an Art person.
For your information, my Arts & Craft sucks and that shouldnt come as a surprise to anyone else.
I suck at wrapping even,what more can I create?

So even if I cant do something well with my hands, I wish I have one or two skills that can associate with Art.
Photography is an Art and I love photographs. Sadly most photographs I have is about me,myself and vanity. Nothing artful.
T5 is a good camera but again it is nothing useful if you are talking about professional photography.

So what about books?
Reading good books and having that kinda acquired philosophy is a charm & artful too in a way.
But I dont read much. I love going to library and bury in the midst of books for the feel,not the books.
I like reading if that first few lines of the book catch my interest. If it doesnt, I dont like it.
I tried reading beyond that few lines of disinterest and was felt revolted by the author's story. I didnt make it more than half of the book.
And that was once I almost reach the end of the book and still have no idea what the whole story is about. I didnt finished that anyway.

Music!
I only listen to selective good genres.
I cant sing that good,bad with beats and rhythms, obviously cant play a thing well. The best was recorder and trust me,I didnt enjoy blowing that salivery(*my own word) recorder anyway. Not that I was really good anyway.
And I know lesser than I should for the music I like. Not the artists, not the songs, not the countries.

Even dressing is an Art.
At least you can dress and accessorise yourself to be Artful.
And that of all involves money, something I could not afford a lump investment at one time.

Lifestyle?
Good magazines, coffee & tea, lounges & pubs and the high society.
My mum always say,"If you dont have a big head, dont wear a big hat."
Period.

Ironically I know myself that I am not a piece of Art. I just dig that lifestyle cos' it sorta symbolises freedom,happiness,relaxation and nonchalence to me.
Something I need while I slogged in a position that leads nowhere.

After trying a trench coat @ Mango last Sunday, a dream vividizes.(*my own word)
I thought I would be happy if I can wear a trench coat whenever I step outta my own apartment and go to work or out for dinner.
Too many sitcoms,I know.-_-

I am not giving that dream up..yet.
Even though I am taking things slow but I think I am gonna start doing things.
Work could be horrible(especially lately) but well, it's not that I am gonna do that forever.

My next job I know would take me flying!

I hope.

Night.